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July 1st, 2005


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09:56 pm - the whole world broken down like this ...
... the low, insistent jingle of nugget's cat ball toy, being batted and scattered over the wood dining room floor ... scritch and scratch ... kitten claws on smooth (fake) wood ... what i like about nugget is wide eyed enthusiasm and constant curiousity ... i can remember not-so-distantly when i looked at everything the same way ... pupils glowing like that ... it's wonderful ...

i am

eyeing a box of cap'n crunch ... green crunchberries ... taste green ... make my mouth green ...

sitting on the dark red sofa -the uncomfortable one that sinks my lower body uncomfortably into it - legs crossed, temporary computer resting awkardly on my lap ...

i smell nice though ... shower 30 minutes ago ... i discovered baby powder and this lotion my dad uses ... i could smell myself all evening long ...

www.poems.com ... looking for something profound, or just something a little less mundane ... something beautiful ... i think i found it ... and i'm ok with not having written it ...

abandon one project, scatter around a bit in another ...

my head feels clearer than it's felt in ages ...

everything is not so silent inside me ... i like the snippets of thought that are almost important and real ... i didnt think i was capable of much more than slack-jawed observations ... rather than actual analytical ... whatever ...

my brother has discovered my acoustic guitar ... plays along to his favorite mp3s ... i am curious ... because he has an ear for picking up music ... he's not obsessed like i am though ... with the radio ...

this week i have felt like a short order cook ... prepare chop cook assemble serve ... clean up ... brew coffee late nite ... bake bake ... flour on the front of my favorite black sabbath t shirt ... an d on my knee ... baking bread with punk jeans on ... holes in them ... i have a lip ring ... and an apron ...

i used to bake in my underwear ...

when i lived alone ... i wanted to talk talk talk

and now ... i want to be quiet and feel like talking ...
Current Mood: restlessrestless
Current Music: Spoon "Gimme Fiction"

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